The shake of the interstate
Is the shape of my own mind state
I’m a lame head case
Memories will not deflate
And cannot escape
So I close my eyes and imagine my whole mind blank
That’s the issue
I’m crying cuz I miss you
No matter how much I try I simply can’t forget you
I want to make you feel good again
Have it be like it was back then but that’s impossible
Don’t make that face
The nostalgia filled with poison I’ve acquired the taste
I laugh at the days of nervous laughter and praise
Now I get wasted to bury all the hearts I would break
At this point it’s hopeless
Soulmates become soulless and now it’s wait too late
If I had a nickel from every late night spent
Racking my brain for the answers to make it all make sense
Why you would do me like that how you could burst my bubble
I’d be a rich motherfucker out her hiding for cover
You were the one you made me just another
No love for you unless it’s pain and suffer
I loved the day you first became my lover
You raised me up then put me out like a surrogate mother
I’m with the others you left on the street no need to bother me
You were the light in the darkness Scotty where is my beam
I’m overwhelmed only have credentials
To speak on my own mental heath
We talked at length about the way we both felt
The way it stings to get whooped with a switch or a belt
And yes I’ll behave I am good so are you I knew you’d be
When I met you I was not the best version of me it only got worse
The shake of the interstate
Is the shape of my own mind state
I’m a lame head case
Memories will not deflate
And cannot escape
So I close my eyes and imagine my whole mind blank
credits
from WORLD DIE SOON,
released December 18, 2020
Music by Marcus Harrell
Lyrics by Chad Short